2010 is arriving .
What have you done in 2009 ?
Regrets ? Happiness ? Sadness ? Disappointments ?
What have you achieved ?
what have YOU ACHIEVED ?

time to self reflect everyone. everybody . you . me . us . WE .

we live once . time is short .
appreciate all you have . before. now. later.
no use fretting over your mistakes .
we learn from them .
stop holding back . let it go . move on .
MOVE ON .

success does not come with a snap of our finger .
it comes with hard work .
have you work hard ? have you work hard enough ?
have your hard work paid off ?
or have you not worked hard at all ?

time .
time flies so fast .
14 going 15 .
and then 15 to 16 .
and thn graduation .
i wanna be back at 1 .
im free . i was so free .

are you free , now ?
are you free now , just like when you were 1 ?
How much have you change ?
Is the change positive ?
or is it negative ?

let's look forward to 2010 . and then 2011 . 2012 . 2013 . 2014 . etc.etc.
the world ain't ending in 2012 .
really .

sister . me . mom . cuzzin ( :

 

me . sis . cuzzins .

 

LOL ME . and family .

 

grandpa . late grandma ( :

 

hottest mom .

 

mom . me .

 

me .

 

hottest parents .

 

me and cuzzins and sister .

 

me . sis .

 

me and parents .

 

dad . late great-grandparents .

 

late grandma . cuzzin .

 

me . neighbour .

 

me . sis  . cuzzin .

 

me and cuzzin . sis .

 

hottest mom .

 

little daddy . 

  

family !

  

dad . ME .

  

hottest dad .

   

dad . bro .

old times .

happy times .

iwannamakethisclear .
pls pls pls stop asking me to be yours etc .
its irritating me to the CORE .

i dont like anyone .
and i dont wish to be with anyone .

so pls pls pls dont irritate me .

im not saying you cant like me . or love me . or admire me . or wadever .
but pls ? i beg you dont flirt .
it makes me wanna puke ,
: P


sorry goodbye .

SINGAPORE IDOL .

i have went to Singapore Idol so many times .
and this will be my first time writing bout it .

went to Mediacorp .
as usual.
thn inside everyone RAAAHHH RAHHHHHHHH SHOUTING SCREAMING inc. me .
fun .
thn i love SYLVIA .
i love SEZAIRI too .

thn beak time .
went to take pic with idol blogger the cute cute Izked .
and thn with Farhan .
me : whr's Faizal ?
farhan : he's celebrating his sister's bdae ( :
me : ohhhhhh . * turns to camera *
* picture taken *
farhan : eh , are you the girl ? who sang Im yours ?
me : HUH . ahhhhh yaaaaaaaa .
farhan : Faizal said he like it .
me : * melts * ahhhh , really ? ok thx ( :
farhan : (( :

HAHAHAH . alhamdullilah faizal watched my vid .
im gonna sing for you when you come to the SI FINALE , alryt darling ?
HAHAHAHAHAHHA WTF .

ok .
so yada yada .
results .
sylvia IN .
i ciredlike fuckkkk .
like seriously i cired so much .
i wa so happy for her ! of course , sylvia have been my inspiration .
thn sez in too !
cried tooo.
cause i love him .
and thn went to the reception .
sat with sez's family .
his grandma is so cute .
like totally .
and thn yea , took pic with duane . farhan . sez . & sylvia .

me : you knw your my inspiration . we're alike . ( smth smth )
syl : aww thank you ( :
* take pic *
syl  : can i get your name ?
me : huh  ? ..
syl : ?
me : oh ATIQA .
syl : ( :ok .
me : can i hug you ?
syl : yes sure !
she's <3 .


ok bye 

will upload pic .
after im done with the cooking ( ;

imma get this cam reaaaaaaaaaaaaaal soon !
: )
cant wait .