Effass.

hi guys. it's 12:47pm now. gotta head to school around 1:45pm...to get my eagles award.
hahhh yay $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$!

k la. so imma sidetrack abit here. although i knw i dont wna bore u guys with sad stories...sad posts and all, but right now i have no one to pour out my feelings to..apart from my sister.
 but i seriously hate liars.
i mean what makes people think that lying wouldnt make someone angry right. i mean angrier.
sigh. k la, i have lied before...but if u dont want me to lie,why not u stop lying first right.
right now, just need time alone to get used to being just by myself. blame myself, for being too dependent. sigh writing this out is already making me tear.
keep telling myself, life doesnt revolve around you only.
that i can survive...i mean i will survive.
hhaha whether you're reading this is or not, i knw you'll only gna say that im selfish.
but i dont give a fuck.
i find that even though i have a life, i just dont live my life. i have to start thinking about myself.
hais. seriously, i cant wait to start studying again. so i can keep myself occupied.
i wonder if holidays is a blessing or a curse.
cant wait for 2012.
cant wait for school.

what i dont understand is, even though we're friends, doesnt mean i cant care and advise you...or discourage you to go to certain places..knowing the person you are, i have the rights as a good friend to give you such advises. and by doing that, it really shows dat i still care. but you took it wrongly. ' we're just friends what. so why do you care? ' this sentence keeps playing in my head. let me tell you, really, it's because we're friends dat i care. i advise you, but if u dont wna take my advice thn just go ahead.
ah wadever it is, you can consider everything to be over already.
im gonna move on with my life..even though i knw it's gna be tough for me. even though i knw you wont completely banish and dissapear from my heart..memories will forever stay. and for da last time, im gonna tell you this, i still love you.

if only you would understand.

SORRY IF I BORE YOU GUYS WITH THIS PATHETIC POST.
but have a kind heart. hahahaha k wads da link.

loves.