Effass.

it's the 18th of May 2013.
how's my life, i've been wondering...asking the same thing over and over again.
it's disappointing, it's so sad that i find myself...being lost. like. i do not know what to think anymore.
i just wanna go missing from everyone really.
i've lost faith in matters of the heart. i used to be such a strong believer. i used to believe in hope. it's sad that all those are slowly fading away.

it's depressing how people take my kindness for my weakness. how people actually take it...take me for granted. sometimes i just wanna not be kind anymore. but no, thats just not me.
all this is bullshit. i've other things to look forward to. to prioritise. i dont wanna bother about all these piece of jnjnjskd anymore. i can't take another blow...i cant.

off-ed my phone. deactivated my twitter.
if you're smart enough, if you've been paying a lil bit more attention to me, perhaps you'll find me here. i know you wont i know you wont. you're only gonna miss me for a while. and then, it's back 2 square 1.

ingat allah, Atiqa. Redha Atiqa.