Effass.

this is the part i feel like shit all over again.
people and feelings, they dont go together that well, do they?
you know how ironic it is when you get so numb....but it hurts.
exactly.
i dont want to have feelings. nor do i wanna give too much of a damn anymore.
because i know what it does to people like me.
we get treated unfairly back. but then again, nothings ever fair, is it?
just remember Allah, Atiqa. Redha redha.
i have to be a stronger person..a better person for myself.
no time to think and trouble myself with all this heartache. if i do, it's just gonna mess me back again once more. i dont wanna go back there, nor do i wanna look back. it'll drown my back in the darkness.
i hate silence. i hate how silence, can be so deafening.
oh now you see the irony, dont you.