Effass.

atiqa...please stop crying.
i wish i can call someone up because im fucking down.really.
can someone just wake me up.
please wake me up.
tell me. scold me. push me.
please just wake me up.
i dont deserve to be crying over someone who dont give one shit to me.
3AM.
and my face drenched with my tears.
i need to move on. move on. move on.
please someone help me.
i cant do it all alone.
maybe i can. but im so weak and tired.\it's not a joke when one as harboured suicidal thoughts at this time really.
i dont wanna go back there. i dont want to..........
im afraid. im so afraid.
someone please.