Effass.

hi.

things are so uncertain..it makes me think. makes me wonder. how do i stop these thoughts?
thoughts
            thoughts
                        thoughts
i might just
drown
in
my
sea
of
thoughts.

what are we. things are so uncertain.
should i stay or should i go.
how do you...make it seem so simple?

these thoughts, it feels bad, feels wrong. how can something...so...complicated..sorrowful and torturing..be the same thing that keeps me...happy. and contented.
doesn't make sense at all does it?

it bothers me that we are nothing but something.
bothers me how we're nothing when there's something.
i hate uncertainty. and if i go, dont be angry, or sad. because i wanna remind you that if you ever come across this(i dont think you ever will), i love you very much. i love you endlessly. i dont think i've loved anyone else as much as i love you. you're so precious K Shah.