Effass.

today marks exactly 5 weeks of knowing you.
things have change, but i've never regretted knowing you.
didnt manage to wish u a happy 1st month because shit happened at that time.
i wish we were still the same like before.
it's like, now we're not really talking and such but just know that you're always at the back of my mind. ah shit guys, im getting emotional. lol ha ha ha.
to be honest, 2 days ago when u gave me the random call, i felt really happy. at least, you remembered me.
hahaha, i really miss you la.
so on the 26th of April was day 1.
on the very next day, 27th April, was the first time we talked face to face and went to school together.
i swear, i had da 'sweatiest'palm on that day la...i was so fucking nervous i almost died but nope im still alive, thankfully.
and then we started vibering and stuffs.
i still remember this hhahaha.

and yea, you bought me candy. and i miss how u would come over to my table and yeh..it made my day.
and then on 4th May, after school, it was a friday, we hang out for a while at mac..and walked around. it was a short while, but it was enough to make me smile.
on the 12th of May, saturday, we went out for a while(well i wish it wasnt a while..i would be happier if we had even more time)for a meal. well i was soo happy i could die. but again, nope, im still alive now. hahaha.
it was really a short while, i wish it was longer.
you're so hilarious and funny, i like you. i see myself in you sometimes.
and for the upcoming weekends, tbh, i cancelled all my plans wishing we would go out again but nah....we didnt.
then everything change. shit happened. and continued happening. and then i felt us distancing from each other. no more teasing and such.
well but i like that one time we hangout after school at the student hub.
hahaha.
okay then everything just changed la.
i missed you la. and am still missing you.
no, im not in love. and i dont expect anything. but just know, that i really really like you i guess.
we were soo close. like i could tell you almost anything and everything.
i really miss how close we were. yea, it's just 5 weeks now, but it's hard to forget the good ol' times.
hahaha. guess that's about it. i miss how we used to mention each other in twitter..texted each other at random times. like u used to spam me with your silly oi oi oi woof meow hahahhaa. i swear that was funny as fuck hahahaha.
i wanna text you, but im afraid la. i wanna call you up randomly, but im afraid.
atiqa has no more balls already lol. ok byee. i didnt see u in school today so im pretty sad.

xx
loves.