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if the video above is not a video but some weird djnjrngjn, im sorry i dont know what's wrong.
okay. so 2 random pictures, i shall post.

 i feel extremely cool being able to do this. HAHAA.

this is Yana. My closest babe in school :) xx

so i came across a tweet talking bout life.
and then i started wondering about my life.
like
what am i doing right now?
if im living my life the right way?
if im absolutely content with my life right now?
if im happy?

to be honest, i've never felt happier in my life before. i dont know why but after school started, somehow i find myself being a better person than before. perhaps it's because im growing up.
to me, i define life as happiness. i always remind myself to never ever live my life in a box. i've always lived (and am still living) my life outside the box. i like exploring new things. i love adventure. i love having fun. i love laughing. i love being happy. i love making people happy. i believe that behind every little setbacks, lies a blessing..happiness. easy say, smth like a blessing in disguise.
im starting to open up my heart and face life with the least negative thoughts.
you know, we should never look back to yesterday because it's over. we should never worry about tmr because what you have now is TODAY. you wont know if the next minute you're gna be gone. so why not just live life as it is at this second.
 hahaha atiqa why u soo inspirational SIA. hbhbjnnbjk.

crx, if you're reading this right now, i just wna tell u from the bottom of my heart, that although we're no more together, i've never considered u as a stranger.
i pray for ur happiness every single day.
i just wna tell u that, this is cliche but you deserve someone soo much better. and i mean it when i say that. i hate to see you being upset. pls move on with your life, look at the brighter side, cause your life doesnt revolve around me only. there's so many things in life to look forward to. open up your heart, and you'll truly find happiness in all the little things you do. somethings wont go the way we want it to be, boy. you knw you cant hold on to something that does not want to stay.but always keep in mind, that if you need a pair of shoulders to cry on, or a pair of listening ears, im always here.

enjoy your weekends guys.
loves.
xx

something's on my mind. but i just dont know what.
it's bothering me, bugging me, but i seriously have no idea what. it comes and goes and goes and comes.
but trust me, almost every girl need that one great guy friend to talk to. somehow, talking to the opposite gender makes it........better somehow.
like they'll be genuine and honest with their opinion.
till now, im not able to really open up to anybody.
im still hoping that somehow one day, i'll find that one very special guy friend i can talk to.
one who gives a damn and have a great sense of humour and cries and blah blah shit muahah and go shopping~~~~~~~~~with me lol one who will do dance dares and random dares and be crazy and one who i'll be able to tell who's my crush who's my that and this lol cnfjcnsjsdnjcnjdsck k lol ha ha ha whut

anyway, yesterday was Freshman Party. was held at ITE Macpherson. i had a great time. and pictures..u can see it on my previous post. im sorry because im soooooooo super lazy to enlarge the size. but still, if u prefer the original size u can check it out in my facebook.

so i shall study later or smth. there's OFA test on Monday. sigh.
but on a brighter note, yay school on Monday! ;)

loves.

SCHOOL!

hi everyone!

so today marks the 1st week of school in ITE.
i never regret going to ITE cause seriously, to be honest, im having the most enjoyable time in ITE.
the lecturers are funny and nice as hell and the lessons are never boring!
most of the times, one lesson last around 2hrs. it feels like 1hr only.
it's very different from secondary school as you become more mature..and da lecturers understands you more.
im able to open up and voice out more of my opinion in class.
if im given another chance to do o level all over again so that im able to go to polytechnic, i would push away the opportunity. i am really genuinely happy where i am now. and i thank god :)
cant wait for school on Monday and of course...........the Freshman Party oooo yeh.
have a great weekend sweethearts.

loves.

it's 0125 now.
earlier today was my 2nd day(orientation) of school in ITE!
it's been 2 days but we bonded with each other already. there i've met the most wonderful yet crazy mates!
yana,santhia,tidiot,mike,norlin,fabian,natasya,wei xian,hazwan,shazwan...etc etc! TOO MANY NAMES.
hhaha.
amazing people. that's all.
nights xx

loves.