today marks exactly 5 weeks of knowing you.
things have change, but i've never regretted knowing you.
didnt manage to wish u a happy 1st month because shit happened at that time.
i wish we were still the same like before.
it's like, now we're not really talking and such but just know that you're always at the back of my mind. ah shit guys, im getting emotional. lol ha ha ha.
to be honest, 2 days ago when u gave me the random call, i felt really happy. at least, you remembered me.
hahaha, i really miss you la.
so on the 26th of April was day 1.
on the very next day, 27th April, was the first time we talked face to face and went to school together.
i swear, i had da 'sweatiest'palm on that day la...i was so fucking nervous i almost died but nope im still alive, thankfully.
and then we started vibering and stuffs.
i still remember this hhahaha.

and yea, you bought me candy. and i miss how u would come over to my table and yeh..it made my day.
and then on 4th May, after school, it was a friday, we hang out for a while at mac..and walked around. it was a short while, but it was enough to make me smile.
on the 12th of May, saturday, we went out for a while(well i wish it wasnt a while..i would be happier if we had even more time)for a meal. well i was soo happy i could die. but again, nope, im still alive now. hahaha.
it was really a short while, i wish it was longer.
you're so hilarious and funny, i like you. i see myself in you sometimes.
and for the upcoming weekends, tbh, i cancelled all my plans wishing we would go out again but nah....we didnt.
then everything change. shit happened. and continued happening. and then i felt us distancing from each other. no more teasing and such.
well but i like that one time we hangout after school at the student hub.
hahaha.
okay then everything just changed la.
i missed you la. and am still missing you.
no, im not in love. and i dont expect anything. but just know, that i really really like you i guess.
we were soo close. like i could tell you almost anything and everything.
i really miss how close we were. yea, it's just 5 weeks now, but it's hard to forget the good ol' times.
hahaha. guess that's about it. i miss how we used to mention each other in twitter..texted each other at random times. like u used to spam me with your silly oi oi oi woof meow hahahhaa. i swear that was funny as fuck hahahaha.
i wanna text you, but im afraid la. i wanna call you up randomly, but im afraid.
atiqa has no more balls already lol. ok byee. i didnt see u in school today so im pretty sad.

xx
loves.

funny how things can change so much over such a short period of time, isn't it?
i wish nothing changed.
wish i can turn back time.
i still hold on to the tiniest hope that you will somehow, still remember me. that you will somehow, miss our late night calls. that you will somehow miss me.
i hope you're still thinking of me at some random time of the day. because to be honest, you've never really left my mind.
sure,i dont really text you but i still wonder, what you're doing, how are you, if you're fine and the list goes on.
i think i need a reality slap. i need someone to shake me up and tell me to wake up.
i guess i just miss you.

going school w you, you playing w my hair, the way we teased each other, how i would push you and you push me back, funny faces. the one time we went out to have lunch. when u would come over to my table where i sat with my group of girls. the candy u gave me. the way u would just pull me when im in the middle of a conversation with my friends. late night calls. oh there's soo many things to write but i guess idk i cant think.

have a great Sunday xx
loves.

Hello guys :)
my weekends have been..a stay home one. not much going on. that's why i prefer schooling.
so, a few pictures alright!

pictures arent in order. hehe.
so uhm.....it's funny how this sentence made soo much sense to me.
>>> 'Hi,you were everything I was looking for when I wasn't even searching.'
it's a tweet by my very close, extremely nice friend, Tidiot.
i dont why, but i just felt that the tweet kinda applied to me.
it's like, some random person just popped by and bam, you feel like there's someone there for u.
someone you can relate to. talk bout anything and everything. like somehow it makes u feel complete.

so i've been thinking. a lot. and after yesterday night's conversation, i realised there's so much more in life. i was asked, if i was really happy. or am i just happy just to cover up what i really feel.
to be honest, yeh of course at times i feel sad,upset,angry or something but that's human. but apart from that, i feel genuinely happy. like really happy. i dont know why. but i find myself smiling and laughing more than usual. i find myself being happy even just by doing small lil things.
i find life soo damn beautiful. 

let's sidetrack. i love to eat the fish and chips fish with thousand island dressing la! it taste damn good. and also fried chicken omg. i tell you, the way to my heart is definitely food! sometimes i wish some random person will just surprise me with candies and chocolates in the morning when im on my way to school! hahaha. i will defnitely hug the person and punch her/his face lol. no just kidding bout that punching part. but what if i get too excited and happy till i punch ah. k shit im starting to imagine already muaha.
eh Wanna Be My Chammak Chalo or not?

so erm abrupt ending.
i hope you beautiful single souls and lovebirds have a great Sunday!
loves xx