Bold what applies to you

1. Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking

2. Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking

3.You have ran into a glass/screen door

4. You have jumped out of a moving vehicle

5. You have thought of something funny while walking by yourself

6. Laughed, then watched people give you weird looks

7. You have run into a tree/bush

8. You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow

9. You have tried to lick your elbow… a few times

10. You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little star have the same rhythm

11. You just tried to sing them

12. You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen

13. You have choked on your own spit

14. You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it

15. You’ve never seen the Matrix

16. You type only with two fingers

17. You have accidentally caught something on fire

18. You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes

19. You have caught yourself drooling

20. You have fallen asleep in class and fell outta your chair

21. Sometimes you just stop thinking

22. You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about

23. People often shake their heads and walk away from you

24. You are often told to use your “inside voice”.

25. You use your fingers to do simple math

26. You have eaten a bug

27. You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important

28. You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it

29. You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand

30. You have ran around naked in your house

31. You break a lot of things

32. Your friends know not to use big words around you

33. You tilt your head when you’re confused

34. You have fallen out of your chair before

35. When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling or wall

Hi Mommy!
Share Sunday, July 11, 2010 at 1:16pm

Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few
weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I
will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me
your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to
be a doctor when I grow up.



You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t
wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.



Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about
me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that
you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand
yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did
something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and
your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad
for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It
doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I
do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I
don’t like it, Mommy.



Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,
and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most
beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait
and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will
make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.



I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.



Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting
funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t
know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,
Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to
protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want
us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?



You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?



It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do
that when you’re awake, any more?



I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going
somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell
you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait.



…Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!



Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!



Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They
told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.



Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you
get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why
don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want
to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say
you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I
want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!





I love you, Mommy.



Every abortion is just…



One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.



If you’re against abortion, reblog.

teheeeeeee .

We're flawed because we want so much more . We're ruined because we get these things & wish for what we had .

my life right now is good .
i am motivated to study .
i have a life , as always but somehow , finally .
and with bf just now was great ( :
but , haunted changi sucks bigggggg time ya .

and ppl , start studying now !

DAT WASN'T ME .
IT WASN'T .
WAD DID I JUST DID .

Love you  < 3

If you could see yourself , just for a day , you'd see how everyone else sees you . And my god , you are fucking beautiful .

cause im alone tonight . again .

im perfectly fine .
smiling again ( :

saturday , 00:49AM
) :
fucking sad .


its not worth it crying over a guy ryt ?
dats wad i used to tell the girls .
but ... its happening to me .
and my tears cant stop flowing out .
and you still havent texted .
maybe you wont .
why cant you just think a lil bit more if not much ?
i think too much , you said .
well you dont think at all .
i knw you are the type who says whatever you wna .
but rmbr , you said you were willing to sacrifice anything for me ?
i dont need you to sacrifice anything for me .
i only need just one thing . its easy .
im not asking you to give up soccer , or studies but , just take into consideration bout my feelings ?
cause i love you . i really do .
these days , i've been apologising cause i felt the need to .
and you shud knw how sincere i was .
and those mornings i woke up with swelled up eyes .
i looked oh so ugly .
i missed those times .   you said i've changed .

but , i changed cause im opening up to you .
im starting to express my feelings .
im trying to show you how i really feel .
before , i was happy , i pretended to be .
cause you didnt care about me before . cause we weren't tgt .
but now , we are . you shud change . change in what aspect you may ask .
well change in the aspect of taking into consideration bout my feelings .
is it so hard just to do dat ?
im happy with you  .
im happy being with you .
im happy calling you .
im happy texting you .
you are my happiness .
but am i your happiness ?
am i worth the sacrifice ?
well can you just sacrifice dat just lil small tiny thing for me ?

you may wonder if i've ever sacrificed for you .
yes i have .
you must be wondering wad i have sacrificed for you .
you have to think bout dat . cause i sacrificed a hell lot of things for you .
and thn after this you might just say " thn just leave me , im not worth it "
but boy its because of how important you are to me more than anything else that i wna be with you . for as long as i can .

think about it , will you ?

It's scary - how you can mean the world to somebody one day , and nothing the next . As if the days leading up to this don't count for anything .

 we all have " wants " in our lives .

but since we are only , no i am only to entertain the " needs " , i shall . 

i hereby pray to god , Allah 

i need more space

i need more freedom

i need an open minded mom

i need a mother who motivates me

i need a mother who cares for me but at the same time , allows me to enjoy freedom 

i need a not-stuck-in-the-old-time-thinking parents 

i need more money

i need my bf

i need bf to love me more

i need myself to be more understanding towards bf

i need my sister to stop complaining bout love

i need my brother to grow up more

i need my friends to be my listening ear

i need my friends to take me more seriously

i need my family to give me freedom

i need freedom . i need freedom . 

i pray to god for my own freedom . 

im 15 . going 16 very soon .

freedom . freedom ? 

why is it so hard for me to have freedom ? 

why cant i have sleepovers ? 

why cant i go to sleepovers ? 

why must i have a tight curfew ? 

why why why why why 

freedom . just what i need at the moment . 

god pls answer my prayers . 

amin .