Effass.

saturday , 00:49AM
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fucking sad .


its not worth it crying over a guy ryt ?
dats wad i used to tell the girls .
but ... its happening to me .
and my tears cant stop flowing out .
and you still havent texted .
maybe you wont .
why cant you just think a lil bit more if not much ?
i think too much , you said .
well you dont think at all .
i knw you are the type who says whatever you wna .
but rmbr , you said you were willing to sacrifice anything for me ?
i dont need you to sacrifice anything for me .
i only need just one thing . its easy .
im not asking you to give up soccer , or studies but , just take into consideration bout my feelings ?
cause i love you . i really do .
these days , i've been apologising cause i felt the need to .
and you shud knw how sincere i was .
and those mornings i woke up with swelled up eyes .
i looked oh so ugly .
i missed those times .   you said i've changed .

but , i changed cause im opening up to you .
im starting to express my feelings .
im trying to show you how i really feel .
before , i was happy , i pretended to be .
cause you didnt care about me before . cause we weren't tgt .
but now , we are . you shud change . change in what aspect you may ask .
well change in the aspect of taking into consideration bout my feelings .
is it so hard just to do dat ?
im happy with you  .
im happy being with you .
im happy calling you .
im happy texting you .
you are my happiness .
but am i your happiness ?
am i worth the sacrifice ?
well can you just sacrifice dat just lil small tiny thing for me ?

you may wonder if i've ever sacrificed for you .
yes i have .
you must be wondering wad i have sacrificed for you .
you have to think bout dat . cause i sacrificed a hell lot of things for you .
and thn after this you might just say " thn just leave me , im not worth it "
but boy its because of how important you are to me more than anything else that i wna be with you . for as long as i can .

think about it , will you ?